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Wednesday, Nov 19th 2003 #

[Nov 19th 2003, 02:57] >>> Blue Haired Beauty

Ok. I had this dream last week, but didn't have time to type it up.

I had my radio on, and i GUESS This Time Imperfect came on so I heard it in the dream....and it was only as long as the song...and when the song ended, the dream did, fucking A.

I lived with almost every person I knew, in this weird apartment complex. It was always night-time, and people wer always party-ing and getting wasted. I lived in an apartment all alone. The walls were black, and I was in the gothic-crooked building. The whole atmosphere was depressing. I remembering the kids pissing my Dad's dad off, and him storming out of the complex. And after watching the drunken people in disgust, i sidled out of the room, and sulked down the fog-ridden alleyway to my apartment several stairs. I went up the thin railed stairs on the outside, unlocked the door, and stepped inside.

My apartment was black, and empty except a bed and a few pictures by the wall opposite of the only window of my apartment, which consisted of only one room, my bedroom. I seemed really sad and so fucking depressed. I could hear the party faintly, and I looked to a picture on the wall, one of the many I had of my friends in a small frame. It was then clear why I was upset. (although not in real life, now) I was in love with Bethany, and she ignored me everytime I saw her. I traced delicate fingers on a picture of Bethany as I pulled it off the death black wall. (yeah, i looked deathly ill in this dream, very unhealithy skinny, complete with sallow skin) Silence filled me, And I mutter of how much I cared for her, and how much it hurt me.

Bethany was in her apartment then. She had hair like she did at homecoming, that beautiful, sparkeling blue. It had glitter, and was such a brigt beautiful blue. And short and spiky. she was in a beautiful black building across from mine, with a lovely interior. The ligts were off in both of our apartments. The moon was full, and the monlight shone in through my window, a webbed pattern on my black wooden floor, just hitting my legs, barely. She stared at the sulky figure across the street, in the shit black apartment, staring at her beautiful picture. I sighed, unaware of her eyes on me. And she realized my feelings for her, and then she dropped her head, and then "it" focused on me and her in the same shot.

I woke up...that's it. oh yeah, and I don't know WHY I dreamed about this....I'm completely over her. And it's weird I dreamed that. It's just weird. YEP.

I just woke up after that, and I was sad and the sky was grey until today...that was several days of beautiful miserable greyness. lots of 'this time imperfect'....

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speaking of blue hair. A.F.I in Louiseville














i love him.
loverly. xoxo. AXU.

Edited on Nov 19th 2003, 13:50 by Avalon   [A]

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Tuesday, Nov 11th 2003 #

[Nov 11th 2003, 05:57] >>> PERFECTION.

The title of my entry, for a lack of a better word, describes Davey Havok. He is an angel, and here is my glorious proof.

xXx

He is undoubtedly the most Divine person in existance. Epitome of beauty and perfection.

xoxo. AXU.   [A]

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Saturday, Oct 18th 2003 #

[Oct 18th 2003, 17:10] >>> A FIRE INSIDE LOVE.


this is the best band in the world. (sorry, Hunter is cut off. :-()
AFI = hot sex.
xoxo. AXU.   [A]

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Wednesday, Oct 15th 2003 #

[Oct 15th 2003, 04:11] >>> HALLOWEEN FUN....( ...and dissapointment.)

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ahh...Dreaming of him is splendorous. (him = Jade, who is the dreams really about.)

It was Halloween, because everyone was dressed up, and all the leaves were red, gold and brown, the leaves were floating though this apartment I was staying in. All of the walls were black, and fake white spider webs hung from the ceiling, with real spiders crawling throughout it. Jade was dressed up in dark makeup.(as shown as in the picture above), but he was in a shocking pink and black outfit. Both of us were belting out the black and pink. He had on pink socks, black pants (with bright pink stitching) and a plain bright pink girl's shirt with a black tie over it. And I was in my black and pink skirt, black/pink safety pin skull shirt, and black/pink tights. So we hold hands and walk through the apartment. Davey and Hunter were still outside somewhere. Hunter had said he saw some kids with BIG bags of candy this year. He wanted some.

So we walk through the apartment, into Jade's bedroom. Okay, he’s 20 something (as he is now, and in my dream) But he’s playing a teenager’s life or something. His room was cluttered with CDs on endless rack on the walls, and guitars lined the floor along the walls, posters of Jade's favorite Punk bands paper mache’d his walls. Guitar magazines were stacked neatly on his many shelves, and guitar picks were pouring off his shelves. We were holding hands, and he closed his door and bolted it shut.

His window was open, and his blinds were lifted. He let go of my hand and stepped to the window. He looked at the orange Halloween themed moon shining outside and let out an audible breath, his warmth became mist in the chilly air outside and then disappeared. I watched him lusty eyes. He shut the window and tugged on the blind string and the blinds slid over the window. He spun at the same time and faced me, as I stood gazing at him in the room. He stepped to me, and I grabbed his thin black tie, and pulled him close to me, he bent his neck down to kiss my lips and my lips crushed onto his suddenly, his hand rested on my neck. I grabbed him by his thin waist, and then twirled him around so his back faced the bed.

He smiled against my lips, and then I shoved him onto his bed, it was a huge bed in such a small room, I wasn’t sure how it fit in his room, but whatever. I crawled on the bed, on my knees, only at his feet; I crawled on my hands and knees up his legs, I had my hands on both sides of them as I moved. He kicked the heels of his shoes and pulled them off with his feet, and flung them off the bed with a ‘clunk’ as I moved. I quickly straddled his hips, he groaned. I best down and grabbed the sides of his face and kissed and bit on his beautiful full lips.

My hands ran down his slender body as our heated kiss continued, my hands ran to his pants. I ran my fingers along the rim of his pants, my fingers slipping under the rim occasionally. He groaned softly into my lips. I bit and tugged on his bottom lip. I unbuttoned his pants without breaking the kiss, and as I had started to undress him, a badly suppressed giggle was heard. I saw Jade’s eyebrow rise in silent question. I pulled my lips from his, “Adam!?” Jade asked.

For a moment there was silence, and then he answered. “So you caught me…” He sighed from the closet, peeking from the crack on the door that was open. I rolled my eyes and rested my head on Jade’s chest. ‘Ah, don’t mind me…” We knew he grinned after he said this.
“I know,” he grumbled apologetically so where I only heard him. I crawled off of him and sat by him on the bed. He attempted to zip and put his pants on, but quit after a moment, since it was futile to not do anything about his hard on.

“DAMNIT ADAM! Get out!” Jade growled, a bit of frustration bearing through towards Adam.

“Ok, Eye will rob ye of yer Candy.”

“No! I don’t have any! There are some kids out side, still!” With that Adam steps out of the closet in a pirate hat and a patch over his eye. His eyes were lowered to his feet, and after he unlocked the door and left, and Davey, with his long tangle of mane shadowing his face, leaned against the doorframe. A smile curved to his lips. He looked at Jade on the bed; I was obscured from his vision.

“Mhhmm, you look nice.” He said, and bit on his lip ring lustily as he looked at Jade. He stepped forward into Jade’s room and the saw me and widened his eyes and look surprised. The blood rushed from his face.

“Oh…Hi Avalon.” He half smiled, feeling quite discovered. Davey’s eye caught Jade’s hard on. “Hah,” Davey suppressed a giggle, “Never mind, too late, anyways.”

“Hmm…” Davey said a moment later. “Will you take care of that or shall I?” Davey’s smile was seductive.

“Well, we could always share…” I flashed a genuine grin.

Davey made a moan/mumble noise to himself, and then shut and bolted the door behind him. Davey stepped to the bed, and joined me and Jade on the bed. I watched his pale skin; Davey was mesmerizing. I ran my tongue over my lip piercing and watched as Davey got on his knees on the bed, and crawled on top of Jade’s hips and straddled him. Jade was sitting up, leaning back wards on his hands; their bodies were pressed together. Davey was looking down at him, only inches from Jade’s beautiful face. Davey bent his neck down an inch or so, and kissed Jade’s lips. Davey grabbed Jade’s neck, tracing his ring-clad fingers on his neck, giving Jade chills. Jade was still sitting up, looking up at Davey, and Davey kissed his lush lips. Jade bit at Davey’s piercing on his lip.

Davey and Jade going at it was almost more than I could bear, but to watch is all I could manage to do.

Davey teasingly thrust himself against Jade, their crotches rubbing together, they both moaned a little bit, and then Davey’s hand silkily fell down Jade’s body and he pulled Jade’s pants down to his knees, only shifting himself to get the clothes so far down Jade, and without breaking their kiss. My eyes widened as my eyes scanned his exposed, smooth, caramel flesh. I couldn’t bear for them to stop, so I got behind Davey and finished taking Jade’s pants off.

I discarded his clothes onto the floor. I wanted to take Davey’s clothes off too. I remember in the dream it was a hard decision NOT to, because I wanted to, but I finally decided that it would be better to see Jade rip his clothes off. So I sat on the bed watching them, with my knees pulled to my chest, almost moistening myself as I continued to watch them. Davey pushed Jade on his back; he sucked on Jade’s lips as he did so. Davey planted his hands on Jade’s shoulders, pinning him down, helpless.
Jade struggled, wanting to pin Davey down, but Davey held him down. I watched completely enthralled, running my tongue over my piercing on my lip and biting my lip anxiously as I watched them.

Davey finally broke the kiss, and let go of jade’s shoulders. He had to get his clothes off, before he went insane. He grabbed the bottom of his shirt, and jerked it over his head and tossed it behind him, he started to unbutton his pants.

“Hey Avalon…” Davey started, as he fiddled with his button, and was looking at me, his hair on his shoulders.










xXx
((And guess what? TIME TO GO TO SCHOOL! I HATE WHEN DREAMS ARE INTERRUPTED. *sigh* It was weird, Jade seemed like such a teen. Yay…only yay because I am…*shrug*))

xoxo. AXU.   [A]

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Tuesday, Oct 14th 2003 #

[Oct 14th 2003, 03:56] >>> Welco(ME)!

Hello, dearies. I dream alot, so here is my 'dream diary' or whatever. I don't know how much I will update. And I might post some old OLD dreams I wrote down before. so whatever. I have an over active imagination, so you may hear alot about AFI . That's okay though. They're a tasty band, and the most talented band in history, EVER.

They won a VMA! A fucking MOONMAN! Congrats, boys!

they're fab. you should see. for an introduction...

AFI is:

|DAVEY HAVOK-Vocals.|

|JADE PUGET - Guitar.|

|ADAM CARSON - Drums.|

|HUNTER - Bass.|

anyway. that's it. I hope you are not repulsed. I have lots of sex(y) dreams. and I am a fag-hag, so my mind seems to enjoy homosexuality. Just an upfront warning to homphobes. Just leave:don't trash, if you don't like.

xoxo.
AXU.

Edited on Oct 15th 2003, 00:10 by Avalon   [A]

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